Thursday, July 23, 2015

Day 18

I didn't give up, I just was busy these days.
The scale in the morning was 112.2 kilos.
I start to deal with the bad taste in my mouth by cleaning my tongue several times per day.

In test, I am feeling good :)

Friday, July 17, 2015

Day 12

The morning scale: 115.7 kilos.
I start to dislike the taste of the water. Only ice water seems to go.
Today I think I drink less than two liters comparing wit the first day when it was over four.
Today is my lovely daughter birthday. It was very challenging to deal with all the good smells..

Thursday, July 16, 2015

Day 11

Morning scale: 116.0 kilos.
Last night I have nightmares. I was dreaming that I eat french fries and chocolate by mistake..
Good that it was just a dream. I start feeling soft since yesterday. It's normal, but it makes me feel unconfident about my goals. Let's hope all to be good at the end..

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Day 10

Morning scale: 116.6 kilos.
I am pretty amazed I lost more than the last days. And I sleep very well last night.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

What Do I miss more

What Do I miss more? Is the food. I am a gourmet. I have a chef degree as well. It's not easy...

Day 9

The scale this morning show 117.7 kilos.
What I hate most in the morning is the bad taste in my mouth. For the fasting period, I avoid using cosmetics, including toothpaste because I want to detox my body at all.
And what I miss most in the morning is my espresso and my cigarette..

But..it's better to be hard for a few months than for the whole life.

Monday, July 13, 2015

So, this is me

This is me, today 13.07.2015

First week is gone !

Today is the second week. 

I avoid starting the blog until now because I wasn't so confident about this journey...

So, my name is Samy Morusan. 

I am almost 37 years old, I am from Romania, my English is not my native language, so please excuse my grammar. I fight with my weight since I was in high school and now I discover that I have health issues because of my weight.

My doctor recommended me to lose ASAP 45 kilos and he say: " if you try to lose weight until now and you didn't succeed, you should consider a gastric sleeve".
And I was about to proceed, but in the last days before I schedule my surgery, I start to ask myself:
Do I really need to make a surgery stop eating a lot? 
And I start to search and read a lot about water fasting. 
I decide when I will start, I stop smoking and drinking coffee one week before and  in the morning of 6 July 2015, I start my fasting. I am aiming for 40 days. But, if possible, maybe more, and if not, at least 21.

I am looking first for spiritual and body healing, but for lose weight as well. 
In 7 of July, my weight was 124.3 kilos
In 8 of July, my weight was 123.4 kilos
In 9 of July, my weight was 122 kilos
In 10 of July, my weight was 121,3 kilos
In 11 of July, my weight was 120.4 kilos
In 12 of July, my weight was 119,7 kilos
In 13 of July, my weight was 118.7 kilos - TODAY.

So, I will try to keep you posted as often as possible, I will put some pictures, I will write more about me, and I will post my blood analysis and more medical parameters during this journey.
I also will start my Youtube channel, it will better to share my experience.